I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired all the time.
I want to be able to eat a good meal, have my appetite back, and all my nausea and chest & body pains to go away!
And most of all, to stop having panic attacks EVERY DAY. Every frakkin’ day…
I’m either hyper aware or in a dreamlike state…no middle ground *sigh*
Even when I get a full night’s sleep. Even no matter what!
No regular, normal feeling for more than maybe 20 minutes at a time (if I’m lucky).
Ok I’ll stop complaining now. I’ll try to deal…
Too bad it wasn’t an ice cream truck. I could go for some ice cream.
Tonight I am going to rest and relax.
Watch TV with the best person I know.
Laugh, eat a good dinner, smile often.
And fall peacefully to sleep without using any NyQuil or crap like that.
Because I’m gonna have a great night.
And I’m going to get the sleep I need!
Drink coffee. Check!
Eat fruit. Check!
Drink water. Check!
Be productive. Umm….check!
And “Blah”!
Shouldn’t have ‘partied’ so hard yesterday. My own fault.
Now work is a real pain.
For a relatively smart guy I can be so stupid sometimes.
Because we all travel through time…all the time.
(Don’t stop thinking about tomorrow…la la la)
“heigh ho! heigh ho! it’s off to work i go!
*whistle whistle whistle whistle*
heigh ho! heigh ho! heigh ho! heigh ho!”
